joslyn

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2012-02-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

i have to learn to drive my bro's manual car by this week

feel like want to cry:(

long time didn't drive manual car ady...

i dont want to let the car stop at the middle of the road

help!

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2012-02-06T01:17:00.001-08:00

why am i speechless when i saw it?

something is in my mind but i just cant tell.

i drunk..XD

2012-02-06T01:07:00.000-08:00

BBQ again=)

hmm,i still can accept,it's better than carlsberg.
bitter taste *x*
but i go with this,hehe

---in short

2012-01-30T04:16:00.000-08:00

ohh,raining heavily outside +traffic jam

i when to popular and bought with RM 50

voucher
my cousin keep asking me to help her take photo

funny face^^see!my bro also beh tahan><

when to jee seng' house n they was busy gambling

so,me n elaine....=)

:)
1U with friends + movie>underworld.

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2012-01-24T08:18:00.000-08:00

i am not angry but feel dissapointed and sad

i care you because you are my friend

and i really hope that you treat me as your friend too

not only a tool for you...

i like to protect this relationship

but if you don't care what is the point for me to protect it

i feel like i am not important for you

maybe i am too sensitive:/

:(

2012-01-15T02:17:00.000-08:00

ohh,my throat,really pain la

plus,i keep coughing

plus,having flu

sigh~why my body is so weak one

sad...

the symbol

2012-01-09T03:22:00.000-08:00

realise something that make me sad

is it because of that so i'll think that the songs are nice?

i think so.

so stop listen to them..

yup!have to stop!

saw the symbol again! *W*

broken music-

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2012-01-02T06:31:00.001-08:00

一直以来我都尽量不给自己太大的希望

因为我相信希望越高，失望越大

我害怕失望的感觉

因为心会痛

因而讨厌别人不守信的承诺

当我不希望时

请不要给我你办不到的承诺

我会非常讨厌你！！！！！！

christmas caroling '11

2011-12-27T07:54:00.000-08:00

grab from fb...this year caroling group=)

@tropicana city mall

after that,me n some of the members went festival city to have our lunch...

first time there,i like one of the shops there

=Dbut seldom go there...

then,we went somebody house^^

his house's decoration so nice especially this

i like this huge wall paper so much,plus the light

make there so romantic...:)

(enjoyed*)

12/12/11

2011-12-12T21:56:00.000-08:00

just play fool with my cousin :D

jingle bells

2011-12-08T03:15:00.000-08:00

hmm,going to have caroling this saturday

hope that everything will run smoothly

MeRRY CHRIStMAS=)

holiday-ing?

2011-11-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

aiyo,holiday also so busy

still have to go tuition-s

really so tired leh

but

i have to be more hardworking

don't know how many times i said this ady

=.=

sigh~

ahem!

christmas coming soon

i m so happy & excited about it

christmas celebration!!

caroling!!

like it so much

hope that more ppl will know it--We are The Reason--

19/11/11

2011-11-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

wow,a red day for me

morning i had my muet test

and at night my home got house warming

it's really a nervous n excited day

so worry for muet test leh

but so excited for the house warming^^

finally the test is over and i m back to home to help my mum prepare food for that night

tired~~

but so happy to see viEn,sIwei n xia0 mIn=)

have a nice moment wit u all

chatz,dinner n d photo shooting

thanks for attending♥

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

the song is quiet nice le

i like the lyrics,touch one=)

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2011-11-09T06:48:00.000-08:00

currently,i m busy about studying

a lot of things i have to do

homeworks,experiment,research...

plus,chemistry tuition extra classes

a lot things to read ,think, understand n memorise

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

she is keep scolding n scolding

i have no idea what she had heard or what is going on around her

so easy to get angry

make me so suffer

i hope that i can ignore it but actually cant

sad..

so tired

but she never think for me

i also hope to get a good result

of course

but she keep putting pressure on me..

i am human being too

how can i do all that

i really hope that i can make you happy

i feel happy too when i see your smile

but it's too hard

i ady done my best

but you doesn't realise

need to be more hardworking!!

i m back

2011-11-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

finally i can online ady

almost three weeks without internet excess..

-

2011-10-06T09:09:00.001-07:00

stop it

i want to focus on my exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

upset

2011-10-06T08:32:00.000-07:00

don't u think your words hurt me?

not i don't want to help

and u never ask me then u promised others

that is not my decision

u do it urself

next week i m having muet exam and school final exam

i already told u i can't make it

i m already so stress

u don't understand my feeling

if i m free surely i will help u

but now i really cant

if u don't get it

i have nothing to say

really disappointed with you

i wish someone can lent me a shoulder,

listen to me

but there is nobody

u all hurt me so much

although u all are those who are dearest to me

my tears drop almost every night

i hate it

i hope i could stop it

i force myself to smile so that nobody will know i m crying

i force myself to be strong but actually i m not

i m speechless when i face u all

if not because of Him

i think i died long long time ago

as i cant afford it

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2011-09-16T07:45:00.001-07:00

boring~~

sigh

2011-09-10T02:54:00.000-07:00

someone spoil my mood to play piano this morning

saturday is the day of the whole week that allow me to have my piano with me

other day can't! due to my cousin,

she is too naught n never scare of me

aaargghh!

but today...

like to play piano when no other people in the house

it's so quite , without any unnecessary sound

so good!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

felt so sorry

but i still can't

u are good

but u are not the one..

life

2011-09-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

mummy was not around this day

so i prepared breakfast for me,myself n my brothers

that's burger !

first,i do with the 'burger ayam'

then bread,hotdog,egg....

a little bit proud of myself,kakaz..

' W '

2011-08-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

yummy^^

kings 50% discount leh

long time no eat fruit cake ady

they always buy blueberry or chocolate cake

m.m

-

2011-08-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

shock by the expression

need time to accept it

OLDTOWN-white coffee=.=

2011-08-12T20:18:00.001-07:00

is a boring day so ah gor decided to go oldtown to have a coffee n study there

so i follow him^^

it's tea time offer there

so we ordered some drinks

i wrote the order

sadly,i order wrongly for gor gor

haha

i ask:'u want chocolate or what'

he said:'i want no. 100'(in mandarin)

so i thought he want 100 plus

deng deng !

when this drink reach our table

gor :'why got this ?'

me:'u not order 100 plus meh?!!'

gor:'oh no, i meant no.100 - white coffee!!"

.........

and

laughing~~~~~~~

aliens vs rabbits

2011-08-12T20:12:00.000-07:00

my funny chemistry's notes here^^

it's about bonding but the structure just like aliens n rabbits

haha,cute..

1+1=?

2011-08-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

going to have my first test this coming monday to thursday

although it is just 4 days

but seem like so many things to read through

i still not well-prepared

still struggle with physics questions

it make me so angry

i did many mistake although the questions is easy

so how i going to start with the harder one

and it is no much time for me

try hardly!

no!

should do my best!

_______________________________________________________

what?

is there any meaning?

it means what?

i don't know,

but i like it.

-

2011-08-05T09:21:00.000-07:00

i like to see you smile at me

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2011-07-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

friend

maybe u think that others did not care u much but u never know that u urself also not concern about them

all ppl have their own work to do

they are not born for u

although they already so good to u

but u still wanna make a lot of comments

sometimes i may think that u are too self-fish and uncare about other's feelings

friend shouldn't be like this

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worksssssss

sigh~

my homeworks keep increasing

and i cant finish it until now

form six also need to have so many presentation one

i m so tired everyday........

but i still cant finish those works or have enough sleep

feel like fish out of water x_x

aww~

2011-07-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

physics a physics...

i don't understand leh!!!

registration form

2011-06-25T02:17:00.001-07:00

drafting...
50% completed
70% completed
90% completed

hohoho,last 1%

i am going to finished ady!!!

ohhhhhhhh

2011-06-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

i really so excited!
so suprize that my mum would allow me to go tonight!
great to meet u all again
now still waiting for........

if han can go,
i'll be more n more happy.

GONNA BE CRAZY!

2011-06-20T06:37:00.001-07:00

all in one

2011-06-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

a week before...i've learnt to make it

yestd. have this with my friends @ mc when tuition's break

cute><

today

have a nice day with these children at church^^

so tired X.X

Argh!so buzyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2011-06-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

不否认我的性格是蛮腼腆的

也许有时会勇敢一些

但还是希望我能变得更勇敢、更刚强。

6RS

2011-05-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

it is refer to 6-rendah-sains

this is my class's name now...6RS

today school held the teacher's day celebration

many students didn't go to school today

but my friends and i still going

coz we actually want to do duty at library after school

but i quit the librarian board this early morning when the teacher reached

she's very suprise and said WHY???

she thought i am going to join prefectoria board but actually not

she said i can get 6 bonus marks if i be the librarian

but i think i don't have the time to do duty

every week duty 2 hours after school

and this coming school holiday have to go back five days,everyday 9am-1pm to prepare for the librarian week

don't know why their librarian so active a,so powerful also

unlike my previous school, library also don't have books to borrow

their library is so tidy and full of books,they will refresh and take in new books

there got a special place for form 6 students

of course

i m not just go because of the duty today

form six students are chosen to incharge of the games which is for the celebration

and if u participate, u'll get bonus marks for co-co

i want to raise my marks and i have to coz my form five co-co CGPA is just 3.62

so i went.

after we change to pj shirt,there started to rain

my station is 'batu seremban'

i played it long long time ago

almost forget how to play ady lo

the rain non-stop

and the teacher said ''cancel''

no need to play games

00000000000000oo

for me, this is good la...haha

ya ma, no need to do anything ady

we play the batu seremban ourselves=.=

felt bored~

my 'old' friends...yee ling and christine chan

who study there also

we go the pondok there and sit

after that i go to another pondok coz our bags is there

i've called them to go but when i reach there, they doesn't follow me also

sigh~

always like that one

if dont want then tell me ma...

so nvm, i dont bother ady

i sat and ntg to do there

beh-ta-han

then i go some seniors there and chat with them

my classmates is there also so we chat together

is quite funny to talk to them

they r friendly also

sophia and hui ling seniors who i know b4

we talk about previous school

and i ask them how to get more co-co marks.....

get to know new friends there

a senior,sophia call him yong yong,i dont know his real name

and my classmates,peggy and hui wen

we talk until so long time

i think got one and half hour

and we go to watch presentation at the hall

and then go talk to lynn yen too

when the school's time almost reach the end

only we go back to take our bags

end up with talking whole morning

is a wasting of time

but i m happy to know new friends there

start holiday-ing ady

hope i can study more

i 'm so scare

2011-05-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

it's too hard

i cannot understand so many things

and so many things happened which make me sad

i will do my best but please help me !

i 'm really tired

i am busy-ing!!!

2011-05-19T02:54:00.000-07:00

hair style

2011-05-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

i hope to cut my hair short

but long hair suit me more

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2011-05-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

going to start my tuition later

for chemistry(L6)

fighting!!!!!

Today,4.5.2011

2011-05-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

something happened this morning

i walk to my table for bible reading

before that,i saw something

my male turtle is floating on the water

i thought it is recovered from illness

and so it can swim now

i was happy

but

i was wrong

i know it when i saw the female turtle bike it

IT IS DIED

why?

last time my hamster also died

i thought turtle will not die easily

but it's still the same thing

it make me sad

form six

2011-05-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

finally can check it out

ooooohhhhhh!!!!!

SMK RAJA ABDULLAH

haiz~~~

i dont think i like this school la

no choice

must study hard lo!!!!

and then go for what i want!

不再重要

2011-04-25T04:13:00.000-07:00

原本很在乎的

当你做这个决定后

它在我心里变得一点价值都没有了

就连自己也预料不到会这样

最讨厌这种感觉了

偏偏又是你

你根本就不会明白

让我期待

却又让我失望

让我觉得我什么都不是

很想说我不要了

但我不想多说

不想解释

所以算了

但能确定的是它已经不重要了

thankyou very much for all of you!

2011-04-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

thanks wenyi and joyce sis for the handbag.

thanks esther sis for the presents.

thanks kar mun sis for the turtle^^,finally i have it!

i watch them everyday now,

but the male one become so sleeply,everytime i saw it,he is sleeping,closing eyes.

hmm,don't know why..

thanks aaron bro for the book,i'm going to start the journey for 40days.

thanks hanhan for the handmade-toy,yesterday was my 1st night with it:)

and the diary...thanks for telling me all the things,i'm glad that you do it for me!

and the dinner~

i'm really super happy to see them!

unfortunately, i m not feeling well...if not, i would eat more than that...

thanks for the accident and kam's funny action

do really make me laugh till now

and also the birthday cake

thanks han,synz,luen,kai lin,thiam soon,kar yen,kam,kok eng.

thanks wai luen n sin hui for your gift.

:'(

2011-04-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

someone spoil my mood to write blog

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

2011-04-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME^^

walk

2011-04-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

went pavilion with my second brother yesterday

walk until my leg very pain

we go there to buy presents

especially for her girl friends

he wanna buy a formal shirt for her

so i m the model to help him try the shirt

finally chose a shirt at PADINI

after that we went snowflakes

and then is my turn to buy present for my friends

receive a call from my mum again:(

m:why not yet come back?

again she is scolding...blablabla

actually we just go there 2 hours only..

anyway,

since she is scolding so we rush back...

nice trip!

2011-04-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

the trip is quiet fun

but i am lasy to upload photo here

too tired

so i just share a video here..

we are in culture village

i think they like bamboo so much

use bamboo to make house,cook,get fire,use as cup..

and now,dancing also using it

hmmm,

seem like we need more practise for this 'bamboo dance'^^

photo uploaded in fb...

no regret

2011-04-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

finally i had decided what to study after this

>>>form6

actually i m afraid to continue my study in form6

many ppl tell me that it is very hard

i really scare if i cant follow up

but...sigh~

all because of money!

it's more cheap if i choose to study form6

and i hope that i'll not bring trouble to my family

hope that i can study well,

get a excellent result which will make her happy

and ... continue to study at u of course

it's precious.

2011-03-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

一切都是你美意，从此不再有心无力。

argh!

2011-03-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

college~~~~~~

cant go for education fair again..

i want to go !!

sigh~

which college should i go?

is it suit me?

STRESS!

2011-03-03T04:41:00.000-08:00

my oxytocin level become so low recently

it's to stress for me

how i can cope with it?

can i rest?

nope,i cant.T.T

so exhausted:(

。。。

2011-02-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

又发作了

超难过的

pet?

2011-02-25T00:23:00.000-08:00

i am not going to ride on it

but i'll get it as my pet soon^^

就是这样。

2011-02-24T23:50:00.000-08:00

又是不可以...

也许我选择听她的是对的

我尊重她

我知道她也只不过是担心我

也许她是严厉了些

有时也凶了一些

可是，人何尝没有生气的时候

是我不想看到她伤心

就是这样。

mars&venus

2011-02-23T04:56:00.000-08:00

woman likes to talk and share but man likes to solve problems

most men are not aware that talking and sharing help a woman to cope with stress

solving problems is one of his ways to make himself feel better when his is stressed

actually simply listening to her will make her feel better.

kay's schedule

2011-02-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

monday 6:30-10:30pm

jobs

2011-02-20T07:27:00.000-08:00

gonna change my job again

this is my third job

i going to work at another place on March!

and i'll stop my job at kay's

i don't think that is not good for me

at least i can gain more experience

and i can learn more things at another work place

the most important things is the salary is much higher than other works

haha^^

but i think i still continue to work at e.nopi for saturday

although it's really tired for me

sat's night still hav to attend my church's fellowship

but i like my fellowship very much

of course i won't escape for going to my fellowship

...except:i m sick or... ...

hope to meet the ppl soon

pray hard to God

cause i believe in Him.

i need to be strong.

it's too bad

2011-02-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

今天真的很倒霉

一早就不小心踢到吉他盒

脚指现在还在痛

过后

上班时又不小心烫到手

手有辣辣的感觉

有点发红

回到家

肚子又不知道为什么那么痛

唉~

今天遭遇的

可以写一篇

“倒霉的一天”的作文了=.=

不过

幸好我还可以弹琴

谢谢上帝^^

明天又是忙碌的一天

好累啊！

都没时间练琴了:'(

可以给我多些时间吗？

很累

要睡了Zzzz

an EVENT

2011-02-01T18:47:00.000-08:00

汤小康、饶燕婷、张祖诚、薇薇、邱翠雯、韩瀞珮、江倩龄和韦智华
一个由八大巨星联手精心呈献不容错过的非凡演唱会。他们是马来西亚人的骄傲。
入场免费

Saturday, February 19 · 8:00pm - 11:00pm

Christan Grace Church KL

14,Lorong Titwangsa 2, 53200 Kuala Lumpur

anyone want to join this event?

tell me if you are interested with it^^

kay's 24-30JAN schedule

2011-01-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

24JAN(MON)

6:30pm-10:30pm

28JAN(FRI)

12pm-4pm

30JAN(SUN)

7pm-11pm

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2011-01-19T01:04:00.000-08:00

原本以为我可以很喜欢那份工作

可是第一天上班就觉得那不适合我

也许我的性格不适合做那份工

可是它可以让我学到更多的东西

那个人又不知道为什么针对我

一去到那里就用很重的口气跟我说话

好像得罪他什么

算了，我只想做好我的工作

懒得理他

不想让自己难过

我要勇敢和坚强

加油！

kay's garden

2011-01-17T00:02:00.000-08:00

today is the first day i work at kays
my another part time job^^
5:30pm-10:30pm
hope that everything is okay...

hmm...just cut a new hair style yesterday @ kimarie
but they said just a bit different than b4...T.T
nvm...'^'...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

kay's for tis week..

wed/sun--6:30pm-10:30pm

something different

2011-01-04T23:32:00.000-08:00

new year already
i want something different!^.'

you

2011-01-03T04:06:00.000-08:00

u didn't think about others when u do anything

hope that i never know u

u r too self-centered

all is for ur own good

ppl must good at u

must make u happy

do u make others happy

or u never think about that

pls try to think about it

really sad

u did it

what u hate the most

and it hurt me

u think u did everything correctly?

2010-12-28T06:39:00.000-08:00

u dont know ur words hurt me so much
''what family is that?''
i know if mum n dad heard that,they'll feel very sad oso
we just care about u
but u think that we r very bad

i din do anything
i just cant make my face smile in front of her
i din said tat u cannot do that
but pls dont ask me to do wat i dont wan to do
it's not fair
now u just listen to her
i done my job
wat i can do is pray to God
and ask Him to bless u,lead u
i think this is the best for u n us

she is not suit u
i know u sure will say because i dont know her so i say like that
anyway,
u'll not listen to me
i dont want to explain
this is ur freedom
i cannot read ur mind,
tell u wat to do
and pls dont do that to me again
i quit it
from now i dont wan to be so ''buzybody'' to talk to u
i dont want to broke our good relationship because of the person....

please!!!

table display

2010-12-25T07:48:00.001-08:00

levine n i prepare for the table display two days before christmas eve

we work hard for this,

the table full of paper...

christmas^^

2010-12-22T20:04:00.000-08:00

opps!christmas coming soon^^

going to celebrate my christmas again

hope ur guys can go for the event...

CGCYF gambateh for the performance on christmas eve!!!

we must do our best!

19/12/10

2010-12-20T00:18:00.000-08:00

hmmm,i went out with my eldest brother n kar mun sis again..

we went shopping at time square n sungei wang...^^

wow! really tired walking around...

bought christmas present..

the most happy is when i found my favourite -- patrick dog!

finally i bought it^^

really happy

like it very much

my job

2010-12-16T23:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went to work...

my bos...Peggy,
a very kind person
she fetch me go and back
2:24pm i walk out...
9:40pm i reach my home^^then only i hav my dinner

hmm~
my job there...
1st, pack exercise in the file
2nd,cop-i haven try it coz another teacher help me do it
3rd,marking and record
4th,teaching + marking
5th,rearrange the file
a little bit boring

some children are very cute
some always dreaming
some sleepy
some noisy
some naughty
n some funny

the time passed very fast
dont know how to manage my time edi...
it is totally different with the time when i m still studying
i just hav a few time to do my things
but fortunately tis job is not for everyday...

wanna find another part time job for my free time^^
but i think i will start it on jan 2011
now still very busy...

welcome back!

2010-12-15T21:16:00.000-08:00

decided to open a new blog again,
to relieve all my feeling here...
welcome me back^^

start my first job today
so excited><
later i'm going to work[2:30pm]
wish me all the best!!!

will post my feeling later when i came back from work*.*